Ahhhh. Today is the day! Danny baby is home!!!! I was so excited to see him at the airport that my heart was racing so fast just seeing him walk towards me. Good God, its been so long and he looked so fine. O_O Being able to hold his hand and kiss him again.... so definitely worth it.

Ok, that's all I have to say because I want to spend the day ( Read more... )

Things are looking up. I mean, I know they have been, but this weekend was especially great because I was actually happy for the whole weekend. And nothing really spoiled it in between or went downhill. But I'm really happy. I think talking to some of the people I love had a part in it. Thursday I got to hang with my best friend and I told her ( Read more... )

I got a message from a friend today telling me she was encouraged by how strong I am and able to hold my head up high inspite of what people are saying/continue to say. I'm glad she can see me as an encouragement. But I told her that sometimes its so hard to actually have enough strength to do that because deep down inside I'm hurt. Its a struggle ( Read more... )

I don't feel like going to school today.

Bleh, whatever. I shall expound on my tip-top turned downhill weekend when I get home maybe. Have a nice day. 

God's done it again.

He's answered my prayer in a heartbeat. O_O

It was right after I got off the phone with Danny the first time that I started to pray. I ended up praying real hard to God that he would not let us both be blinded by our own paths, but to soley put our trust in Him, and to be lead only by his will and his way. I prayed that we ( Read more... )

You know what's weird? Well, its not really weird - I grew to love and cherish every moment of it... is when my little girl rolls around in my tummy. And every once in a while, in a specific spot you can feel these little knobs. They feel all hard in one area and I keep guessing what part of her body it is. It could be a hand, an elbow, a knee, a ( Read more... )

Why must it be so hot?! Its worse when you got a watermelon for a belly who makes you sweat twice as much. O_O ( Read more... )

I just watched A Baby Story on TLC and I cried when the mommy delivered her twins. GAHH! I always cry when mommies are in labor and their little baby girl or boy comes out...the moment she hears the first cry her baby makes - man, its just so amazing. I'm probably gonna be the same way. Just a couple more months away!

Its already November which ( Read more... )

Revisited. Revived. Renewed.

I'm back after such a long hiatus. I have no idea how I came across this, but I decided to pick it back up again.

I can't even describe the changes I've undergone since the last time I've posted here. But to really sum it up, lets just say 2006 was probably the toughest year I have ever had to endure. I know its only ( Read more... )

I don't know how to explain it, but the last couple of days, I began to realize that Danny has become a huge part of my everyday life. It's cuz I keep getting those feelings inside that feel like my veins are gonna burst, and I have these bursts of air that wanna escape my body and I can't breathe whenever he's not with me. It comes to the point ( Read more... )