I've been kinda depressed lately. I haven't talked to my best friend in over a month and she won't answer the phone when I try calling her and she won't call me back. I didn't do anything to her. I thought we were best friends but I guess if I won't get high with her, she has no reason to talk to me. Since I quit using drugs and drinking, she ( Read more... )

I read the newspaper on a regular basis. Some articles make me wish to not be aware of what goes on in the world around me. For example, this was taken out of New York Times from a few days ago ( Read more... )

I got up this morning and made some french toast for my Jeremy, then brought it to him in bed. He ate it all and told me that he's spoiled rotten and then fell right back asleep. What a lazy boy.

I think my father hates me. He won't pay for my school even though he could afford it and not even miss the money, but I can't get federal aid because he makes too much money. So...pretty much I'm fucked. I'm gonna have to come up with the money on my own... somehow. But I am going to do it. I don't care what anybody says. I need to do go back to ( Read more... )

So...I have a job interview today at 3:30. I really hope I get the job. I need it--not just for the money, but for the mental stimulation. I feel like my brain is dying. I need to be around people, to learn and be productive and I can't start school again until the fall. I need something during the day until then. So, I'm hopin' and wishin' and

I got a new job...start Monday. If I'm lucky, I might have two new jobs. That would be awesome. Then I could save up some money and get a house and go back to school, the two things I want more than anything right now. This little apartment just isn't working. I love it because it's mine to share with somebody I love, but the whole getting up and ( Read more... )

She might as well have just said, "Hey Melissa, I don't feel like paying you enough to live on this week so I am just finding people to do your job for free."

Now, forgive me if this post seems overly religious. Honestly, I am not sure what my religious beliefs are at this point; however, the more that I think about it, the more I grow respect for the great Buddha. Regardless of whether or not he was right about his theory, it was so well formulated that the Hindus believe the world must be destroyed in ( Read more... )

So...today's another day off work that I don't need. I have to go get two cent stamps so I can send out some resumes. It's just so boring having four days off work every week now-a-days. At least the apartment is clean though. If any of you know of anywhere that is hiring please let me know.

So...I do the dishes and my boyfriend takes out trash: that's the deal we made, right? Well, I'm a lazy bitch--end of discussion.