so. things are weird.
sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am anymore.
i'm almost glad about what's happened in my life.
it's giving me time to find myself and get my priorities in order.
i am learning everyday more and more that i am far from perfect.
but i think i'm okay with that.

i know i have to great friends that i can confide in.
tay and tara ( Read more... )

so. last night was interesting.
it's still amazes me. all the lies that come from my mouth.
he won't accept the fact that i want a friendship.
when he "seems" okay with it, he continues to lie.
liars don't make good husbands.. they don't make good friends either.

i don't care who he wants to be with. at all. 
i've moved on with my life.
but when you ( Read more... )

so.
a lot of things have been going on lately.
lots of stress to come with.

i am so tired of crying and being angry.
this has got to change.

we've decided to be friends. i love him to death.
it's just too much right now.
i don't know what happened to us.
i know he loves me with everything and that he wants me to stay.
but it's not healthy for either of us.
i ( Read more... )

SO. 
I am at work.
A lot has happened in my life since I last posted.
I am at a crossroads.
I'll explain later..

you know.. from time to time i return ( Read more... )

okay. i havent updated my livejournal ( Read more... )

i love life right now. i'm missing sara a lot, lately..

but other than that, im extremely happy.

i must say though, i DO miss my little lamb, heathaaaa.

josh is still living with me, which is radassolasso.

i love him with all that i am.

and things between us are completely w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l. <3

woo! :jig:

byeeeee

deeds you sick ass mofo. you better tap that shit before she starts boning other guys. boo yah!

life is beautiful right now.
i couldnt be more happier.
no one can ruin this. no one.

wow. im completely amazed at people sometimes ( Read more... )