so ive come to the conclusion that i would like to have a wonderful cuddle/makeout session with christian from blindside. that would just rock my world. then he can serenade me with his beautiful voice. damnit! if only that would happen. heh ( Read more... )

yeah, im REALLY tired...but i do not want to go to sleep, therefore im going to write again! weee. excitment. so i just got finished watching pirates of the carribean. FINALLY! i have been wanting to see that movie for so long. it was a really good movie. and may i just say johnny depp, is extremely good looking, even with makeup. hah. and of ( Read more... )

so my birthday...yes. my birthday was today, and im finally 17. dont feel any different but then again, i dont even know if or even why i expected to. heh. so i was really excited when kacie, raegan and jacob showed up at my door to wish me a happy birthday. it was super sweet, and made me really happy. my family came over later and we had ( Read more... )

wow! i have not written in quite a while it seems. well yes, last night was extremely exciting and so FUCKING unbelievably kick ass... yes, kayla and i went to the afi concert! aww poor kayla cried after we realized the tickets we had which should have been floor tickets, werent. but thanks to our loving friend andy, he was able to get us floor ( Read more... )

so i woke up at 8:30, took my mom to get her hair done. bah, i was really tired, but i did it anyway. so im looking through this magazine and i see this chicks radass hair. i want my hair that way, so i made an appointment for this coming tuesday at 2:00...im excited! weee ( Read more... )

Ugh! Today is officially sucking. I havent done any of my independent study homework, reasons being, ive been sick, and i didnt feel up to it, what with finding out about sara's death and all. So my mom tells me that i need to go to school and get my homework and tests, and i didnt want to, but i did. She tells me that if i dont get the majority ( Read more... )

dude, you know what ive come to realize? i look forward to certain days of the week because of tv shows! hmm, i dont know if thats exactly healthy but hey, im a loser with a big ass! what can i say ( Read more... )

So today, i slept a lot. I was up till, hmm, maybe 4 in the morning and slept till 2 this afternoon. Yes, my sleeping pattern is way off and i have yet to do something aboot it, but anyway ( Read more... )

I've lost two friends, over a three month period. Honestly, I still don't think the death of Ashley has really ever hit me. It has in some respects but I always thought dealing with death would be something I'd never be able to overcome. Now I've lost Sara. I've known her since junior high and we've always been able to laugh over the stupidest ( Read more... )