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Sep 16, 2005 23:10

get me out of this fucking place...this hell they call life..out of this fucking house...i cant stand it anymore, i hate the people here...i hate the situation im in, i feel dead. and theres nothing i can do to fix it. right now all i want to do is explode..and kick someones face in,. i will probally just end up driving tnight..driving untill my ( Read more... )

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xjadedxlovex September 17 2005, 12:24:34 UTC
you should fucking hate me by now, im sorry, like you have no fucking idea, i need to get over myself and stop the bullshit, i dont know why i pick these fights with you, but you dont deserve it, last nite i was thinking about how your parents said it would never work and i started to believe it and i was crying all nite, as soon as brent and kendra left i fell apart, every bit of self control i had flew out the window, and i sat here thinking how i had hurt you and the things that i had said to you, i know by now you probably dont care, but know that i do still love you and i always will, nothing will change that.

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ilovethisgirl September 17 2005, 12:46:06 UTC
fuck my parents..they dont know shit..it will work, and were going to prove them wrong. they can kissw our ass..and you cant take the blame for the whole thing lastnight. it was my fault too. i shouldent have been the dick i was..just because i was mad at my parents, diddnt give me any right to be like that towarrd you..i was selfish.. and like your firend sai a"buttcake"..and im sorry i diddnt come back when you wanted me too.. but when you said to just leave. and that you diddnt love me all the time...i broke down...that was just like a kick in the nuts....and i became lifeless...you my life and to hear that frome you..well you can only imagen...i love you to death baby..and i will be by your side forever..no matter if we get into fight like these al the time...i will deal with it. because i love you...i love you more than you fucking know ( ... )

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xjadedxlovex September 17 2005, 15:18:41 UTC
when i said i didnt love you all the time,i didnt mean that.
i came downstairs a little while ago crying and my mom knew immediatley that it was over you...its not that im worried about when youre coming out here next because i know eventually it will happen, its stress in general,my mom says im getting sick, i have a fever, and i feel like hell, its not you, and you werent being a dick last nite, it was me being retarded. your parents suck ass and my mom says you need to hurry up and get out here.
i love you more than effing life boy,more than you'll ever know because there arent any words in the english speaking world good enough to express how i feel towards you.
[<3]
youre mine for life and anyone who tries to come between us, will seriously get their ass kicked.
p.j.d & k.n.g FOR LIFE BITCHES.
[<3]

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ilovethisgirl September 17 2005, 18:21:30 UTC
i love you too..i would make this comment longer..but im at work and cant stay on long...so you will get a better oner when i get home at 4...love you more than you know

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