so i come home today and im all torn up..i had the worst hangover i have ever had, so im laying in the tub and decide to call my baby..things were fine we were talking about shit, it was all good untill i decide to tell her that i wanted to take a nap. i could tell she was kind of upset. but i felt like shit and i wanted to sleep..i asked her if ( Read more... )

two more days! then i get to be with my baby

4 more fucking days!!!!! hell yeah

i hate this fucking bullshit..i want too see my baby...but nooo once again my parents get in the way of me being happy...and she is the only thing that makes me happy..i love you tina.. and i will be yours forever

why is it that everytime i need you..need someone to talk to, we get into a fight? why whe i need you to tell me everything is okay. you never say it..why when im this pissed off and you know it..why are you going to tell me that your friend said stop being a buttcake..and not expect me to get pissed off?. you had not right to be mad. for what i ( Read more... )

get me out of this fucking place...this hell they call life..out of this fucking house...i cant stand it anymore, i hate the people here...i hate the situation im in, i feel dead. and theres nothing i can do to fix it. right now all i want to do is explode..and kick someones face in,. i will probally just end up driving tnight..driving untill my ( Read more... )

so my baby told me i had to update...and that it has to be long....so im going to try to do this for her..but i have no idea what to write about. right now im sitting here doing nothing...bored and missing you, everyday i think that im the luckiest guy in the world..because i get to have you...because you allow me to have you. and i have a list..of ( Read more... )

so yeahh....theres a lot of things i want to say but dont really know how...im better at drawing my feelings then writing them ( Read more... )

so today my baby called....and yeah i was so fucking ecited, because she never calls me. thats only because she isnt allowed to call long distance and i normally have to call her...but yeah, so she calledand she was like guess what..and i go what? and she said im in woodbridge come see me...and i go i wish i could but i cant and we went on like ( Read more... )

so i just spent the most amazing weekend with the most amazing girl...my love ( Read more... )