wierd. i had forgotten about this. its wierd finding old things....kinda makes me sad.

also makes me feel wierd as i realize i am now just a doppelgänger of who i used to be.

you cant help but worry....funny;
i really dont care...actually if anything its a comfort
my own disappointment and yours can keep eachother company
now if you excuse me i have the urge to run run run... if only i could unlace these cement shoes.

 i think my family needs to stop watching interventions...its giving them bad ideas ( Read more... )

felt like updating and now? not so much

rat = lola...a hairless dumbo-ear'd rat cute, intelligent,curious, funny, cautious the adj could go on...speaking of adj lets play the adj association game again.

social life = nonexistent- adjective
Definition: fictional
Synonyms: absent, airy, baseless, blank, chimerical, dead, defunct, departed, dreamlike ( Read more... )

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doubt.

all in my mind(?)... and deja vous- i hate that "well golly gee this seems familiar" feeling...fucking broken records.... i swear. atleast i'd be prepared THIS time.

hurray for melancholy melodies on my ipod which oddly are comforting.

it annoys me when reality and my mental hallucinations/fabractions start bleeding into eachother...makes ( Read more... )

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90810-20 = goodie good ( Read more... )

You think you've got it ( Read more... )

Level 1 ( Read more... )