So, I've been a little down lately, just stressed to the point of being numb. I guess that school and family emergencies and chemistry will do that to you. I just had a chemistry exam, and I feel a lot better about life right now. I might even convince myself soon that I'm not actually fooling everyone when they think I know something about science ( Read more... )

I've come to conclusion, while in the shower, that through all the mistakes, all the stupid things I've done, all the awesome people I've shared my pheromones with... I've had an awesome life. I have experienced so much and have grown so much in this short amount of time that I've been here. I don't know why I'm here really, but that's why I keep ( Read more... )

I am so upset with myself. I let something happen that I thought I could handle or live with... but now I feel like a jackass. I feel... like a typical, unoriginal, stupid girl who couldn't control herself for a fucking hour. I seriously need to grow out of this phase where I need someone to hold my hand. I just lost respect for myself. I hope no ( Read more... )

So, I don't know what the hell is going on with me or my life. Things are weird, like falling into place the way I would have wanted 4 months ago, but now it just feels... fuck, i can't even explain it ( Read more... )

Last night's total slip of control definitely made me take a step back and re-evaluate my whole situation and how I am living my life in college. I think that I'm being way too carefree with people, and trusting them way too much... boys in particular. And I know i'm doing it because I miss him so much, and it's just replacing a void with another ( Read more... )

Well, our room is almost empty, and time flew by, as it tends to in hindsight, and home time is less than two days away. All the people that I truly love and love being around... I love familiarity. I embrace it to its fullest. Familiarity is much more comfortable and it lends itself to much more humor and laughing, which results in my temporary ( Read more... )

I think it's safe to say that I am ready to begin binge drinking again. ASAP.

So, I'm here... they're there. But thank god for Heather, I would be even more lost if it wasn't for that girl. It's weird being on my own. Buying your own groceries for some reason elevates you to on-your-own status, but the freedom isn't a shock to me. So that's why I stayed in last night with Heath doing homework. Today in my aerobics class they ( Read more... )

So, I'm scared. Scared amd sad to leave all of you. I know it won't be the same. Oh man, I'm a real fuckin upper.

I love you- I don't think I could tell all of them that enough times.

Best part of today:

Matt, referring to leaving Brett and I alone is Abe's apartment: "You two aren't going to have sex, are you?"

Brett, shortly: "I have one dollar."

LMAO... that was hilarious. Made my day.

Yay from Gainesville.