I don't know why but when josh watches porn and jacks off it really upsets me. If I'm involved with it it's okay but when he does this and i walk in on him it upsets me. It feels like he gets aroused more while watching other chicks than he is with me. He watches porn and jacks off more than we have sex now. It's really hurtful. It feels like he's ( Read more... )

well i left josh for good this time. he's been habitually drinking and calling me names. he's also been throwing stuff and me and punching holes into walls. i've been telling him for three months now that something needs to change and i finally left him. i'm at grandmother's for the next five days at least cuz she's out of town and she's letting me ( Read more... )

haha! i'm eighteen now, bitch! i moved out of the house and now i live with josh. i'm gonna start looking for a job next week. i got my tattoo last weekend and my eyebrow pierced. if we have enough money i'm getting another tattoo tonite. i can't wait. it's kind of strange to be on my own and legal. i have learned that it's hard work being a ( Read more... )

i love josh so much. it's like i can't breath without him in my life. i miss him so much and i can't wait to go home. in 41 days i'll be eighteen and i'm moving in with him. i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. i miss him and i love him. i love u josh!

hey i'm in iowa with daddy. i'm having a blast visiting with him and it was awesome to have my brother wake me up saying "wake up, jena, santa came!" well anyways i'll be here till january 3rd. so merry christmas and a happy new year.

i hope everyone has a fine and dandy fucking life. i'm so sick and tired of this bullshit. i was going to marry josh. we were fucking engaged. i call to tell him that my uncle's dead and you know what he does. he splits everything off with me. he dumps me. i can't handle any of this shit. i trusted him more than i've ever trusted anyone in the ( Read more... )

hey ya'll. i got kicked out of my house and i'm living with my grandmother right now. i'll write more about it on thursday when i'm off of work. but yeah call me at 409-727-0102 or 409-728-9886. l8r
kat

i got a job last tuesday and i work at texas roadhouse as a hostess. roadhouse is a chain of steak places that willy nelson owns. but yeah. i have a life to go back to. i mean shit. i don't need him. ms. independent is fucking back, ya'll. i don't need anybody. hell yeah. that was sad. not pulling that shit again. but whatever. talk to you when i'm ( Read more... )

well i'm in nederland cuz my grandmother has electricity and water and everything but i won't be going back to school for another month. it's my senior year and it's totally been blown by the hurricane. but whatever. i can get on the comp though whenever i want now that i have access.
l8r.
kat

well hey i'm in lufkin, texas right now. the hurricane hit where i live and my mom and i evacuated. i'm using someone elses computer and i figured i'd write to say that i'm okay. oh yeah that new guy that i was dating cussed me out and then hung up on me so i dumped him...hehe! i'm so vicious. lol! but anyways. i DID notice how no one called to see ( Read more... )