can life be simple, just for like 5 minutes?

So plans are changing due to family drama and my arrival to Tucson has been postponed for who knows how long. This blows.

So this trip has made me realize a lot. I discovered that my own dad can't spell my real name, thought i wanted to be a vet when for the last 10 years of my life i've wanted to be either a doctor or a lawyer, and that he really doesn't know shit about me. I'm not sure if this bothers me or not. It does but at the same time it's good that he ( Read more... )

So basically I'm pissed because it looks like I'm going to have maybe 1 week at home for the rest of the summer. See below ( Read more... )

Why is it that at night when you're just lying in your bed, minding your own business, everything painful in your life- your fears, regrets, hurtful memories- all rush in on you and smother you? What is it about the dark that gives these things such power? They're suppressable during the day but at night, there's no controlling them. So you just ( Read more... )

It makes me laugh to see how stupid people could be ( Read more... )

god no matter where I go drama seems to follow me

hey everyone so i made it to greece ok and now i'm in a little internet cafe in the biggest square in Athens typing this haha i feel cool. umm so i'm bringing back gifts and i'm having a party when i get back so i'll let you all know but i have to go now my time's running out ttyl!

There's so much promise in words that haven't been said. Life is like having a conversation with someone and you can't wait to hear what they say next, and sometimes it makes you laugh and sometimes it makes you crash like a plane out of control. That would be what i am doing today. Crashing out of control is definitely accurate ( Read more... )

I wish I could rip my heart out so it wouldn't hurt anymore