ya sam called me today and i like am so happy to hear from her. like i haven't seen her in like forever and i so want to hang out with her soon. i didn't go to work today cuz i'm sicfk again and like if i went to work i wouldn't have been able to talk to her so i am so0o0o0o happy that i didn't go to work. oh ya! SAM IS A SEXY ( Read more... )

well lets see i had another sick day today. my stomach wasn't feelin to good so my mom let me stay home. i had a pretty relaxin day over all but i was bored out of my mind. i took a 1 hour shower after my mom got home. then my sister came over for a little bit and me her and our mom talked for a while. then i just sat around watched tv and vegged ( Read more... )

ya today i didn't go to school cuz i had a fever of 100.5. it sucks. i feel hot and cold at the same time. also i have to work all weekend and that totally sucks cuz i can't hang out with any of my friends. especially my boy friend. but ya i have been playin my guitar alot and i never realized how hard the intro to crazy train is. but ya i can ( Read more... )

today was a really good day. i had a great day at school. and i got to go to the mall after with my aunt. i got my mom her mother's day present and it is so awsome. i know she will love it. and i got something for me too. i got a new purse and i had just enough money to get it. it worked out freakin great today. i have really been thinkin about my ( Read more... )

Pat i just read your last livejournal entry and that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever written to me my entire life. i had no idea that you felt bad about what has happened between us. i really care for you still pat. and that first date we had seems like yesterday for me too. i miss those days. i wish we could start over with that i would do ( Read more... )

Sam i miss you so fuckin much girl!! i think i am comin back down to nh soon. i wish you could come up here one time. i might come down for the whole summer!!!!!!!!!! i love you sam!! and i will call you!!

ya i am not with doug naymore. he turned out to be not all that sweet. now he is a total jerk but i have another new b/f. Jackson. he's cool. but ya i have been doing better and the person who i have been thinking of is my SAM SAM. i MISS HER SO00O0O0O MUCH!! i miss everyone still from home but now that i have lived here for a while i am finding ( Read more... )

i have found a new someone in my life and his name is doug. he is such a sweet heart and i like him alot. i have actually like him since i first started school in rangeley.he is such a cutie!! and he has the nicest eyes!!! omg!! there so0o awsome!! but ya i think i'm gonna be happy here but it will just take a while. so0o peace out ( Read more... )

today is much better than the other night. i am gonna give maine a chance. i don't really want to but i have to give this life a chance to work out. (maybe) i had a good day at school and i found out the guy i like likes me. yay for me!! i really like ryan but i haven't seen him in a month and i won't see him until the end of febuary. so i don't ( Read more... )

i hate living in maine. i don't belong here. i don't eblong walking in those halls of that school and i don't belong to this town. i have no desire to live here. i had to move when my life was finally going right in atkinson. that's wut my family expects from me to pick of and leave my life behind when they say jump. well i'm not gonna do it ( Read more... )