yeah i havent written in here for sometime now yeah alot has happen and alot more is sure to come

Well yeah beside being depressed life sucks. My ex is trying to make me jealous by flirting with other people. And the sad thing is that its working. I hate him so fucking much theres no use of even being friends with him. Well when and if he calls me today and really going to say stop calling me. I cant take this and I really want to move on and I ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm really bored this sucks. Well I'm suppose to go on a date today, and its a blind date great. Well other then that thats all I have to say for now.

He is making it harder and harder to get over him. Why wont he just leave me alone? I really don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. Hes making my depression even worse. I think when he is bugging me today I'm going to tell him to just leave me alone. Its for the best and it the best for me because I need to move on.

why wont he leave me alone? Its hard enough for me to get over him. I hate him!! But he wouldn't leave me alone so I just sat there and got and slapped him. It felt good but I felt bad after wards. And then he got all sad and quite. But what ever I don't want to go to school anymore.

That mother fucker had the nerve to call me. He like don't call me no more! And I was I didn't call you and I don't call you. He was like my girlfriend don't trust you she was calling me a liar and a cheater. I was like you are who was trying to grab my ass kiss me and all that other shit. And he sat there quiet and then he was like don't call me ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun as hell. I went out with Shanena, Sonja, Amber ,Autumn and other people. It was great guys we got high we drank it was fun. And I met this really cute guy named DJ whoa he is fine. So yeah my process of getting over Michael is going very well.

It was lovely I told Michael I cheated on him yesterday. I felt bad because he started to cry but other then that I'm happy. I got my revenge and he got his so now we are even.But always let me tell you how this came about. Well I went to the Mall with my sister and then I came back and my mom told me that he called me twice. I still don't get it I ( Read more... )

Well I finally got the nerve to tell Michael not to call me anymore and he was an ass about it. Well he calls me like a half an hour ago and was like what do you want? I was like um well you called me. And he was like we cant talk no more I was like why? He was like i go out with someone else. And then I was like fine bye. And I call him back and I ( Read more... )

well thanks giving went ok but the thing is all i could think about was michael. and you know what i shouldnt be thinking about him because he is not worth my time. and never will be! well yeah i'm sitting here at azaleah house and it really sucks the movie they are watching really sucks and i want to go mhome which i am about to do. i know its me ( Read more... )