From : ~ dana ~ Sent : Tuesday, August 30, 2005 11:46 AM ( Read more... )

Hmmm... School starts on Tuesday. I was very excited until today. Day's like these-I'd like to know what's the point of having them. They are unavoidable so they must happen because they were meant to. So i get a little low then i pinch myself in the butt and force myself to remember to be optimistic : ) BTW i got my boobies pierced. I don't think ( Read more... )

Damn I had a good birthday! I'm finally 18. I slept a lot all day and i got laid twice. i went to the castle mega store and bought a book about sadomasochism- very very interesting. Hot guys work there I wanted to apply cuz they were hiring but they said that they dont hire girls for graveyard shift cuz a lil bit ago the manager got hog-tied and

The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breath

I haven't talked to sean since july 29th
don't know when i will talk to him again
i still need to get my stuff from his apartment
don't want to do that
just want to be with him
miss him
i know what he would do if i went and got my stuff
i am getting close to giving up

How can I just let you walk away ( Read more... )

i fucking hate the yellowcard cd. i can't stop listening to it and all it does for me is make my heart choke and my eyes cry ( Read more... )

the semester is soon to be over.god i am so happy.it's going to be such a relief to know that i will never have to go back to ap english and history.yay everyone ( Read more... )

bought some illegal substances tonight. sean was there. he was so mad and he said it was like he got punched in the gut. when i first started going out with him, i knew he had done some drugs, but i hadnt been around him doing that 'harder' drugs. then the first time he had me over for a little get-together he did some stuff. and it scared me and i ( Read more... )

I quit cheer yesterday, for good. I feel so much better. Every time I went out and cheered I felt so fakey. I felt like I was putting a mask on and being something I'm totally not. Just like someone took a load off. So now I have ( Read more... )

these are fun......... hehehe