so my best friend sandy is moving to texas, i'm suppose to go with her, not sure. i want to, i wanna see dan and get away from here, but theres so much i have here, like the rest of my family. i don't have a boyfriend but i am talking to someone and kind of seeing another, its hard. i can't just up and leave like alot of people are hoping or ( Read more... )

so im at work doing this post. im not going to say much. i'll probably add more on later when i get home. I'm bored pretty much. On my last break for the night..not quite sure how im getting home from work. i just hope its not raining out later. Eh oh well i guess. Me and travis are having a hard time..Mark and i are talking again..Bryans pissed at

wow, i haven't talked in here in sooo long. it's pretty crazy. i'm still living at home with my parents. Apon living here, they're actually trying to teach me responsibility. I might be buying my dad's car off of him, so i have to make the payments for the car and insurance. I work a better job now to where i can actually afford to do this. I work ( Read more... )

so i've noticed that im extremely slowly moving on. i'm actually letting go of dan. It's pretty wierd feeling. The strangest part is i'm falling for  someone else. i know i suck at talking about my feelings. that was some of my problem with dan. The person that i'm developing feelings for is a guy. sometimes it seems like things are going by so ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in a LONG time. Soo many things have happened. Me and Dan are completely over. There is no turning back. I don't talk to anyone from school much anymore. I've come to realize that if you change a little than your old friends don't really want to hangout with you anymore. The only person that i still talk to is Anthony. I ( Read more... )

She walks the line into her deathbed rings
I say she's all alone
Begging for forgiveness
I won't teach her to lie or make a plan
That clairvoyant stare and grin
God won't forgive me
For this I know
Tragedy unfolds tonight
As you sever my skin apart
Take this sadness and close your eyes love

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the ( Read more... )

work today

5 to 8.

saturday = 11-4
sunday = 4-8

please come see me..anyone!!!

i work at mcdonalds in west carthage now.
i have orientation tomorrow.
3 hours of watching a cartoon..and being paid for it.
seems simple enough...

i can honestly say
i've never been happier in life.
<3

with a complete ass.

[: but he makes me happy.