so i'm at schlotzky's with jen and our laptops cuz they have fast internet, and neither of us do.... and we don't like coffee so no starbucks ( Read more... )

i always get my hopes up, just to be let down... again.

you'd think i'd learn.

but i can't help it :(

how do you comfort some one when you both know they are dying?

how can you convince them that both of you are gonna be ok when they aren't here anymore?

i wish i knew back then.

woot. snow. went to a lady's house and we surpised her with a hawaiin snow-lady in her yard. and then a snow fight. very wet, but very fun. and went back to find laurie's brother's painted snowman, freakin cool, and yet another snowfight.

fun fun.

and accomplished ALOT of campfire business. heck yes.

yay for snowdays!

i miss mexico already. how is that possible? right now i really feel like i could go live down there for forever and be happy. making money selling nifty things i make from junk. learning spanish. and having a hundred little mexican babies.

sounds so good right now.

its weird how there is really nothing there and yet i love it so much.

Gonzalo got me a Cricut for christmas. i cried. gah. lol.

barely made it through thanksgiving without Connie, Christmas should be interesting. thank God for mexico.

Hold on, baby, your losin’ it
The water’s high, your jumpin’ into it
And lettin’ go, and no one knows
That you cry, but you don’t tell any one
That you might not be the golden one
And your tied together with a smile,
But your comin' undone.

here comes thanksgigving.

i like to sleep because in my dreams she's clear as day, and i feel like she is still here.

connie's gone. it's been too long without her.