its 5:51 in the morning and im still awake. which entitles me to constant thinking. i found an old picture of tommy and it got me thinking ab everything. weird. all the old emails where we were always talking ab how it would end up being me and him no matter what. it sucks, that boy was my first love. and i threw him away for a tempermental asshole ( Read more... )

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i am in love. i cant explain it but i know somewhere within me that this just might be it, he doesnt make me feel crazy or like there is something wrong with me like tommy or adam... i dunno maybe i am crazy but i cant fuck this one up :) and i wont. he means too much to me

ah. i got a new tattoo.. doors lyrics. double excitement!

what is wrong with me. i am having the hardest time liking ppl lately. i mean, guys will like me and i just wont like them back. 6 guys in one month. i dont get it. its not like im a prude or some shit bc im not. its like ill go on dates and then, nothing. i just pull away. mentally fucked in the head. i just got back from a date with drews friend ( Read more... )

im so tired of crooked ass hoes and sleep deprivation and procrastination

the count is 5.

i really think this is happening. if i get him i deserve a lifetime achievement award...seriously

i am happy

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I AM SO PISSED THE FUCK OFF. I DIDNT CHEAT ON ADAM. HE OF ALL PPL SHOULD KNOW THAT. but whatever he tells himself to make himself feel better. anything that happened when we were broken up (i.e me and kirk kissing) doesnt classify as cheating, just like it wasnt cheating what he did to carae while we were broken up.

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