im nervous about tmw its my 6am appointment with rachel. what kind of things will she tell me? will it be everything i expect it to be or will i be disappointed?
my nerves are going crazy right now i dont know if i will be able to go to sleep. i will update with as much as i find out tmw i am going to write things down etc.

I'm going to work in the same clothes I wore yesterday all because I'm too damn lazy to wake up earlier but I had several calls early this morning and after each one I was passed out soundly and now I'm up stinky and still tired we'll see if I make it in to work ...

i just had a crazy guy on the phone i know i shouldnt have gotten stressed out like i did but i freaked! he just wld not take my word for it no matter how many times i told him he was not getting it i missed my lunch by an hour!!! so im on lunch right now by myself which really sucks but meh! whatever i cant believe i teared up because i was ( Read more... )

i get obsessive about things ... i went on his myspace again its pathetic i know .. but hes added two new girls to his friends list im like what the fuck is this about? if he was really sorry he wld have deleted it completely but he didnt and im just grateful that i found out about this before it got too far as in me taking him back or something ( Read more... )

hes been a member of myspace for weeks now scamming behind my back... yes i looked him up ... yes we were on a break ... yes i dont want to be with him anymore.. and yes im better off but wait i ve been feeling pretty bad lately thinking to myself i mightve made a mistake and boy has god showed me i really made a sound decision. the fucker not even ( Read more... )

Omg if you only knew what I found on my browsing history on my computer you'd be absolutely shocked ....now I'm putting up parental blocks. Omg and these mosquito bites all over my feet I swear I'm literally covered in them ouch and I can't stop scratching them either.... So I can't decide about this whole luis thing I just want him to do well in ( Read more... )

Highschool is all I can say I'm not kissing anyones ass either I don't want anyone to walk all over me.and think that its ok

Vanessa is acting like a highschool kid what's new tho rite? It started yesterday she just ignored austin and I for no reason just acting like an ass and saying that we were the ones not talking to her ugh! I hate girls like that who always need someone chasing after them austin still talked to her after all that and she still hasn't been hanging ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD ( Read more... )

"There is really nothing you must be ( Read more... )