i hung out with buck last night for the first time in a fuckin long time, i missed her. she helped sooo much with all the shit goin on right now and gave me some really good and meaningful advice that i actually wanted to hear. she said things that i agreed with so it made me feel much better. we had a homemade rave in my room...uhh yea....haha

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last night, went up to cranford. we went to noah's battle of the bands. met with allie corey and dave, met up with john there. and of course, those douches NEVER listen to me, and they wanted to take corey's fuckin boat. so we left after noah played, and his car stalled again, so then john took me and allie in his car to get ice cream. then he took ( Read more... )

so i dont know what's going on at all...but i won't know until...well i dont even know when i'll know...oh well. all i know is i dont know how much i like the idea of being the background girl...i think i'd be really fuckin jealous, and i'm not good with that.

but now i'm going to be lonely for a while, who knows how long  :-(  thats pretty ( Read more... )

so what i thought was just getting started, is probably going to be cut short...very very short...starting like tomorrow, i guess. whatever, it sucks a whole fuckin lot...
so this is how i feel right now...

( i'm not giving up )

so as Valentine's Day comes up next month, i'm already feeling lonely and depressed with the fact that i probably won't have anyone to spend it with this year...i dont know, and with the new year came prom catalogs...UGH...guess i have to start thinking about who i'm going to take...yep...and also new year's resolutions...none of which i will ( Read more... )

"My Only Wish This Year"

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa, can you hear me?
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa, can you hear me?
I want my baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold
Maybe ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while...and i'm still not going to! :) i just thought i'd put these up because i <3 this song...mmk so bye...

Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades
Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't ( Read more... )

okay so school's going pretty good aside from ap english, but whateverrrrrr... :)
i went to hofstra university on saturday and it was pretty nice, then on my way home allie called so i got super excited! so i went home and drove back up to cranford or fanwood, whatever it is. and we went to this free music festival thing with her friends and her ( Read more... )

so you know when you have those times in your life when everything is just going really really well??

well this is one of those times, and it scares me, because it means that things can't really get too much better (i mean, yea there's a couple of things that could change for the better) but in general, things are all really good. so that means ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna go through my classes and kinda give a little info on how they are...

( read this is you really truly care )