Still questioning things is probably a bad thing.

I hope I will know someday.

The depression is overwhelming. The anxieties are worse. A week ago, they were so bad that I couldn't eat, I was dry heaving the entire day, and then I ended up throwing up. I had anxieties for the silliest reason too. Then when I went through with what I had to do...it was like Really...you worked yourself up that much for that?! It's so ( Read more... )

I am finally realizing that I need to take care of myself. I need to become strong again and love myself like how I did a year ago. A year ago, I was so certain of myself. I was so independent and happy. This past year has been a struggle for myself. It was my mistake that I thought I could move out to an apartment with friends. In a situation ( Read more... )

I'm graduating college in a few weeks.

...I feel really fucking stupid.

How does this happen?

I feel alive and free and no longer a prisoner to being naive.
I'm in love and it's not like anything I ever thought it'd be.
I'm not obsessed.
I think about myself before him.
I feel inspired to do what I'm supposed to do with my career, with artwork, with life.
And there's this happy balance.
And he's there for me. And I'm there for him.
And when he's ( Read more... )

In retrospect, 2010 has been the most amazing and life fullfilling year of my life. I am thankful in so many ways. And I am truly excited for 2011. I'm looking forward to an even better year and a bright future :)
Here are some of my many reasons that I am happy and grateful:

In 2010 by Month:
1) January brought an end to my depression and heartache. ( Read more... )

It is one chilly night here on Massachusetts Ave. Atleast the dishes that were in the sink are now clean and the rest of the place is pretty much in order as well. I wish I had a more sturdy screwdriver to get the blinds up in the bathroom, but maybe I'll find one tomorrow.

The next greatest edition to the apartment will be my baby kitten I'm ( Read more... )

My livejournal username is 'i luv thursday'

LOL
It's amazing what you do when you're 15.
And it's fun to laugh at it 6 years later.

I think my favorite thing ever is how Jenny used to write journal entries and she'd actually write "My day was gr8 2day" haha

LOVE!

Pretty much 5 more days til I leave for London ( Read more... )

The Cure - Lullaby, The Lovecats, Close To Me
The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out, How Soon Is Now?
Treasure Fingers (Remix) - Meddle
Treasure Fingers (Remix) - Animal
Justin Bieber (LOL) - Somebody to Love
Usher - Daddy's Home
Deadmau5 - Take Me Away