hey. just wanted you all to know that I decided to delete this journal last week. I'm re-opening it for a couple days to let people know that I will be re-deleting it on Friday. If you still wish to be my friend, please add Kinastealursoul ( Read more... )

Projection is the error of attaching an aspect of your inner life onto someone or something on the outside. This way, you do not have to take responsibility for it. In projecting a disowned part of yourself, you endow other people and things with the power to make you blissful or miserable. Then you turn around and praise or blame the person or ( Read more... )

saturday just cracks me up the more i think about it.

some people really need to evaluate their lives and their definition of a "good friend".

i do not have room in my life for negativity.

especially not to waste my time on people when there is so much good in the world.

i do not value shallowness.

forgive but never forget.

so i was supposed to read a lot this break, and clean and blahblahblah.
i didn't do it.

i'm really okay with that.

#3.

the way my cat smells. which is like my basement, but i like that.

i came up with 57 reasons to live.
and you weren't one of them.

my appitite is so disfunctional right now.
i just don't feel like it because when i do, it just hurts more.
blech. when is this sickness going to be over????

answer: Never. You'll battle it your whole life.

went back to work today. hoorah ( Read more... )

i'm back.
i'm here.
and nothing will stop me.
thank you to everyone who put up with my shit in the past month and a half.

funk=over.
i can't handle being in it anymore. it just doesn't suit me.
so whatever it takes, i am out of it. as of now.

i miss you like a fat kid misses seeing his toes when he looks down.

at night i get the urge to run and never stop.

one day i'll do it.

i need to run again before its too late...

i won't stop til i'm okay again.