I'm tired of boys. I'm tired of girls. I'm tired of school and work and friends and just everyone. I think I'm just tired. Nights like tonight make me miss home. Miss people that love me and miss feeling like people love me. I just need the semester to be done so i can go home and feel that again.

I had a phone interview with the twins yesterday and it stressed me out but now I feel much better. I won't be hearing from them again until late december so I have some waiting to do but that is just fine. This is my dream internship and I really want it. I applied for the publications and communications internships. If I got this job it would ( Read more... )

Well midterms are over now. I feel so much less stressed out. Things have slowed down and I'm beginning to get ahead with my homework again. That's all I have to do today, well except watch Casper with Megan. I am so excited for it. I haven't seen it in years so it will be really fun to watch. I went to the Johnny Holmes concert with britt, matt ( Read more... )

Well we all know that I went out with this guy last night. And that it was a great time but I also really like flogging molly. The concert was amazing and zox opened and they were awesome. We also saw some good time videos about the whitest guys i know-so hilarious. Then after we went to his apartment and hung out with some of his friends. Britt ( Read more... )

Well more fun this weekend but I'm much more excited about the next one. I had some fun going out with my roommates but it had its low points. This week is going to be crazy I have two tests and a paper due. Eww. But then I get to go to Fargo by myself..and I get to see Katie. Too bad that this weekend is going to be homecoming and a lot of my ( Read more... )

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Why do I have to be the one who is a social embarassment? I am usually alone and I don't really worry about what people think of me but its just sad sometimes. I was at the coffee shop today. I sat at the table in front of this guy and we had to share an outlet. Being the awkward mess that I am, I went to plug my computer cord in and his falls out ( Read more... )

Well it has been a very long time since I updated this last but it seems like i am always saying that. I'm just going to jump right back and hope this goes allright, i am a little rusty. So things in my life-well i have had a rough year yes but i'm not going to give up on everything just yet. I still feel like i have a lot left this year and there ( Read more... )

I spent my entire weekend in the hospital with my grandpa and just got back on Tuesday. He's home now and feeling better but they found that three of his valves are completely clogged. It's been rough and I wasn't really in the mood to celebrate my birthday yesterday but he called and sang happy birthday to me, and put me in a much better mood. It ( Read more... )

My grandpa had a heart attack this morning.