its friday night and i dont know what im doing all weekend but it looks bleak. i would like to spend part of the weekend with my boy-toy but i dont know how much of that will be happening. i got invited to a house party but i dont know if i will be going to that b/c everyone there will be drinking and smoking and that is all sorts of not my thing ( Read more... )

hi kiddies!! your friendly neighborhood april is here and the day is going good so far... so far so good... ha ha ha. i amuse me but i digress. i have mudslingers today... yay. ihave only made 1 bowl and i am supposed to have made 25... verdict: april is guilty of being a slacker punishment: hand-cuffs...(grins hopefully). no i'm just kidding. ( Read more... )

april is in the shower john is in the other shower and &y is paying attention to the rubber band guns instead of me so here i am. bored.

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so with me and mi amor things have recovered which they always do... :-) i feel silly for worrying... as andy would say i was just being a woman... but any who... things have improved greatly... school is awesome when i go, i had straight a's on my mid-term, and life is peachy... the only bad thing... chaos. hectic would be the word used for ( Read more... )

every time i take on something new, things get shakey and then we recover... but i dont know what to do. i'm trying and he's trying and sometimes i feel like we are both trying for each other and not for ourselves so it gets complicated. or maybe we are just trying for different things... i dont know but my feelings are so hurt. i know he didn't ( Read more... )

i'm in love. no thinking, this time i know 300%. before andy i wasnt completely unhappy but it felt like there was something missing. since andy and i have been dating, that feeling is missing. i cant not be happy when he's around, which is all the time. and yet i still hate it when he leaves. it amazes me that i still cant get enough of him after ( Read more... )

i met this boy. he thinks i'm beautiful. he thinks i'm smart. he thinks i'm nice. i told him about andy and me... he doesnt care. he wants to hang out with me and he wants us to go out... i think hes great and all... but hes not andy. andy is what i want. hes a real cool guy so i would like to hang out with him again so i gave him my number. brandy ( Read more... )

the shell is gone... and it feels great to be free of it. i'll be an adult in 23 days... i'm very excited! i can't wait. my dad will be here for my birthday... how kickass!
i hate hamburger! i think all cows should be slaughtered for being nim-cum-poops. i dont think that is right but oh well.
well i am sleepy so i will go bye bye kiddies <3