the past two months have seemed like one long day ( Read more... )

i dont know how i'm getting by in school right now.

i dont do any projects.

the homework i do is usually copied.

i dont take notes.

and i dont study for tests.

i'm so over this entire generic highschool eperience.

i'm really into dancing lately ( Read more... )

woooooooooo!

when you live
in a cookie cutter world
being different
is the same.
when you dont stand out,
and you dont
fit it...

i'm back from out door school....pictures to come...hopefully!

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Senior Showcase was really good. haha. i loved it. my favorite things were of course Michael Doll's band. he looked like such a rockstar and it made me super duper proud that we have known eachother our ENTIRE LIVES! anyways, i also thought that comedy guy was hilarious. i think his name was allan. and of course, the Idian Dancing as always is a ( Read more... )

i'm glad it was only for 3 days. he is great. :]

i hate not being with him.

i feel so EMPTY

i'm not sure if i'm o.k. or if i'm really depressed and just trying to hold it in. i really dont know. a big part of me is missing and i dont know what to do.