you are a bitch. you hate everything about me and until right now everytime i talked to you i felt like shit about myself. i will feel that way no longer bcuz of anything you say. you mean nothing to me. i am done.

whatthefuck ( Read more... )

waldkjflaksjf!! yes ( Read more... )

i moved into my grandparents/parents house yesterday. it took alllllllll day AND night. and tonite i finally got my room finished. im pretty tired. suprisingly it isnt bad even tho ive only been here for a day so far. while i was out cleaning the apt and stuff my dad went out and bought me my minifridge! i was so happy. its not the one i wanted but ( Read more... )

its amazing how things can change so fast. i almost dont even kno what to say right now. this is my last sunday in my apt. i pretty much would rather die than move back "home". honestly i cant express how bad its going to be. i realized last night that i never stopped being depressed. i still am. i drink and smoke EVERY night and its just an escape ( Read more... )

okay that last journal entry was crazy. i ended up going out later that night and went to cant stop the beat with erin carolyn cory and steve we also saw joel on the way and me and erin made him come with us. it was superrrrrrrrr fun. lotsa crazy dancing and super drunken-ness. thurs i went to the hookah bar with erin chris and jim and that was ( Read more... )

i have a headache. i feel very depressed and crazy lately. also very alone. i didnt go out last night due to everyone being annoyed that im dramatic and depressed so i watched "the holiday" with my grandma. it was actually very good. i came back here again and took a nap after work and have been bored since. checked out fun music on myspace as ( Read more... )

Oh in the morning
I stumble
my way towards
the mirror and my makeup
it's light out
and I now
face just what I'm made of
There's so much more
left to do
Well I'm not young
But I'm not through
Oh in the evening
I stumble
my way towards another day
we struggle
it's dark out
it's time now
that I pick up my hustle
Make a call
make some cash
make your ( Read more... )

alrite im gona hafta take back alot of that last journal entry bcuz these days arent the GREATEST days. i just want them to be so if i keep saying it then maybe they will be, but they arent. theyre not the worst but they def arent the greatest ( Read more... )

man i feel like i wana say so much but i dont know where to start. ive been wanting to write in here for awhile now. well first thing.. i got into bowling green! im soo excited. i cannot wait to go there. i am incredibly nervous and scared but soo excited at the same time. its going to be the biggest change of my life. i keep thinking....wut if i ( Read more... )