The night was going smoothly. I had finished my homework early, and decided to treat myself to watching Bones, House, and Law & Order. Both of my roommates came back at relatively decent hours and all was well. I was sleeping comfortably in my bed when i awoke to the sound of someone hammering on my door at 415 AM. I opened it to find a blonde girl ( Read more... )

so i've had the worst college experience thus far last night. I spent the majority of the night in my room, as usual, since i have very little social life here. No problem with that, I watched NCIS and House which I enjoyed. I did this until about 1230. At 12ish, my roommate (the one i don't like) came in quite drunk. Since he is the one i don't ( Read more... )

 Im having an IM conversation with one of my best friends right now. I asked that person to help me with an assignment i have for spanish. We needed to create a "personal dictionary" and think of 8 words to describe ourselves. I'm terrible at thinking of words to describe myself. The person who i asked to help me come up with words came up with " ( Read more... )

 college isn't really what i expected. the move in day was hectic and i had to get here at 8. adam and erik helped me move in which was nice, but then they left at 1130ish. my room is set up and my roommates are nice, but i feel like the odd one out. The others have a lot more in common than me. Plus, being in a forced triple isn't helpful. We don' ( Read more... )

You really have no fucking clue do you? 

"Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results."

I hate waking up and feeling like crap for no reason.
And I really hate when i am jealous/envious of other people. Because it is ridiculously petty and stupid and immature.

Sorry just needed to get that out quickly.   

In a moment of clarity you said freedom's just worth dying for,
if you've got none to live for left.

I love my friends, but I'm afraid to be separated from them.
I want to travel the world, but I don't want to do it alone.
My friends tell me they love me and care about me, but it's hard for me to accept that.
I'd like to go to college, but i have no ( Read more... )

The future has always scared me ( Read more... )

Why can't I ever be happy with the life i have? Despite any good thing that comes my way, I'm still miserable.