theres too much drama and depression in this lj my new one is joyKILLdivision , after your done reading my newist post go to my new one from now on

wow this summer almost sucked as much as last summer i just dint get fucked against my will. my mom woke me up at 8 to mow the lawn but it ends up i couldnt so i just got woken up eairly and depressed, then im out with my mom buying a guinea pig cage and my brother calls me and cusses me out cus i did the laundry for him and i had 2 pairs of boxers ( Read more... )

i fucking hate myself

can someone feel me in on if matt likes me or not, shit i hope he dosnt read this but,cus i really like him and i need to stop thinking about him if i really am nothing. i just wish for once i wasnt hurt in the procces of finding out cus im pretty sure the result for this one will cut deep...

i just almost got fucking arrested. for holding a fucking ciggaratte. i hate mother fucking cops. i told them my name was aubry smith and that i was 18, and my b-day was nov. 6 1983... thay called 2 backups? wtf. cus we were fucking smoking and then i dont know why but the fucker singled me out and was gonna let nick nathan and geno go while i was ( Read more... )

i found this thing its kinda cool
"ever time he touches me, kisses me i feel like im wanted, but when i leave him i realize im just making the blades sharper and the truth harder"
hummm ya... thats the truth. im depressed again. i wish i was "hot" ;_;

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