i really fucking hate myself

if i had it all again, i'd change it all

i don't think
i can
do this
anymore...

i need to get the FUCK off this island ( Read more... )

past few weeks have been pretty good ( Read more... )

why what makes you smile, seem to make you cry
im out here living a lie
im out here living a lie
cause you're inpecable, your everything that I love

i got into my first real car accident on sunday ( Read more... )

today sucked

i hate myself

today sucked
like black dick...

so my previous ceramics teacher nearly failed me cause i sucked
the teacher i have now....tells me im extremely talented and a natural
...im so confused

side note: andrea and nick saved me today<3
i feel like andrea always does that for me though
love her<333 ( Read more... )

so color charts, though completely vital to my lifestyle, make me want to slit my wrists when posed with the daunting task of creating one ( Read more... )

Just had my phone interview with MAC!

::crosses fingers::

oh im so excited..i reaalllyy want this job :)
MAC hireeee meeee