so.. yea, i got a job. i start the monday after i come back from vacation. so my week in new hampshire (which is probably going to suck) is my last week of ultimate freedom. then i'm a slave to lego. lucky me. can you tell i'm excited...? ha ( Read more... )

finally.
i looke around,
and the clutter is gone.
i can see straight
for the first time in years.
you're not here taking up space.
where you were,
there's no longer a void.
without realizing it,
i've let you go.
so much for this
..l.o.n.g..
..good.bye..

Your Birthdate: October 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading ( Read more... )

this past weekend was a trip. friday night i went to the beach with liz. we had some fun strolling along the beach, getting stopped by the cops, star gazing (she saw her first ever shooting star) and some hardcore jenga games. saturday we laid out on the beach all day and fought with the nasty black clouds, but i still managed to get myself a might ( Read more... )

so for some reason.. i had a really good day.. but all day i was really irritable. and i mean REALLY irratable. i did some homework outside this morning, got some color on my back (yay, i'm not glow in the dark anymore!!) then i took a shower and went to the library to do more homework, then to my moms to finish it all. then to pick dave up from ( Read more... )

Swing Life Away - by rise against ( Read more... )

so this weekend dave and i are going to PA with his parents for his cousin's graduation. eh i don't much care for family functions, so i almost didn't go, but i decided i need a break from enfield. even if it is for one weekend. i'm really looking forward to going away. i love road trips :) and dave's parents are awesome. so it's going to be a good ( Read more... )

it took me some time to think about things.. but after just about 6 weeks of doing practically nothing i decided it was time to think about things and thats when i realized my life.. sucks ( Read more... )

just for now - i won't think twice - letting go - i feel so alive - but you don't know me - i am dying - you can't show me - how to cry - i feel sick - everything is fading - i don't see myself through the haze - face to the cold, hard table - i close my eyes - only to find - i'm not remembering where i've been - i don't see the road i'm walking ( Read more... )

so i'm putting a lot of serious thinking into transfering to an actual college.. not that asnuntuck isn't... wonderful.. HAHAHAHA, but i think that moving out of CT is an option. now that i've moved out of my parents' home i've realized that it wasn't the strict rules and the overly protective family that was making me miserable... it was the whole ( Read more... )