haven't updated in a while... because i've been working a lot of overtime, and started school.. so it's been really crazy.. dave and i are eventually moving out of ryan's house.. probably into my dad's new house in somers, but the house is in shambles, so it's just a matter of time before it's liveable again.. umm.. cut my hair extremely short ( Read more... )

i saw you today..
except it wasn't you.
a familiar expression
on the face of a stranger.
do you see me when you aren't looking?
stop breaking my heart
when you aren't even around.

..i miss you..

love always,
your baby girl

you always find your way into my conversations.
even if it's not about you to begin with...
somehow you're where i end up.

i'm not thinking about you.
but by acknowledging that fact,
have i thought of you?

...yesterdays accomplishments replaced by tomorrows burdens...

............a never ending cycle begins.............

.....kill me while i still believe that you were meant for me ( Read more... )

i thought of you last night.
a song we used to sing.
i whispered "i love you."
i thought it was a lie,
but i'm not so sure.
get out of my heartache.

went to the beach today. got a bit of sunburn. wow... im watching some stupid show with dave and clay right now.. and it's rediculous every five seconds they are marketing a different thing. its like watching commercials during the tv show!!! it's rediculous ( Read more... )

clay hooked up internet.. wireles. so now i get the benifits of our own internet all the time. rather than only when i can get a signal from the neighbors ( Read more... )

so clay has officially moved in. :) and chris and pete left. :( and after 3 months of not having money... i got my first paycheck. it was pretty. very pretty actually. about double what my old paychecks used to be. work has gotten better, im used to being on my feet... so they don't hurt so much all the time. now im catching up on all my bills ( ( Read more... )

watchin' a movie with dave on this pleasant friday evening... it's pete's goodbye party. but dave and i are skipping it cause we're anit social and certain people were pissin us off... sorry... i don't control the cat's bladder functions. it's not my fault so get over it ( Read more... )