I knew it was going to happen but it happened all too soon, what the fuck am I suppose to do what am I suppose to feel, does feeling empty like this ever go away????!! How can I live with myself for what I've done and I'm smarter than killing myself, i'm threw with the past, I'm done with drugs, i'm done with hanging out with guys who are friends, ( Read more... )

Just updating an old piece of shitty livejournal since i have nothing better to do, and I am with my boyfriend guillermo right now and hes waiting to go to guitar center so I am making this fast, and just to mark down recent events, well its fucking finally summer and there was drama but not anymore so everything in my life is great except I cant ( Read more... )

Hey I have a myspace.. lol
Im marked as *Natalie*
and my link name is im_burning_4_u

OMG since when can you get on livejournal at school ( Read more... )

Yesterday...was...something else ( Read more... )

I am finally a senior.
YESSSSSSSSS
Band cruise in 1 1/2 days to Cozumel and Belize
Cant wait.
I <3 Brandon ( Read more... )