Nothing changes.. time like a track.

it just goes round and round.

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today you were wasted all day.. welcome back to where you left! you watched in burges.. it was a really good movie.. then you decided to go out into public.. even though the weather is horrible.. you are yet to leave..

but you will go.. and time only knows.

It is not the attention that I crave, nor the feeling that I am loved. What matters most to me, is the idea that I carry, that my life was meant for something ( Read more... )

There are are few gaps in continual life; there is little that separate memory from fiction ( Read more... )

I guess the obvious introduction is a poetic statement. "I was a mere shadow on the wall, a non-existing figment ( Read more... )

In dreams, and in play there is this part of me that can not be contained. A certain joy and quickness to relate to whatever bombards me ( Read more... )

18 is the new number. Noticing happiness amongst you're bitterness is the change. Today is the day that America votes for a new leader.. and today also was the day that you continued your habits ( Read more... )

You have ended all ambition at this point. Alienated friends, and made the future seem impossible.

A lack of love.. an "empty cavity"

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you are still hurting over your behavior on the 31st. Drank a solid box, after going to dinner with my family. You are horrible.

Last night i was happy. falling on the floor and being ignored. I wandered the streets of Denver and thought of how lonely I really was. I ended up asleep on the floor of a house I had never been to; After a receiving a ride from a couple, with a beautiful young Asian girl sitting on my lap, and holding me like a lover. The downside of the night ( Read more... )

I have always thought that I am a muse in some sense. It seems that everyone I meet ends up being better off. I am like the peak of a mountain that hasn't been climbed before. People who meet me feel like they can do anything. Since after all, i am a mystery.. a plain and simple, apparent "mystery ( Read more... )

I miss my Florida life.. I miss sleeping on the beach, and walking across the docks. I miss the people who loved to know me.. I miss the life i use to lead. There was a time when i was happy ( Read more... )