so, im not really sure what to write, but its been awhile and i just need to write somewhere, even if its just to decide what to do ( Read more... )

So i survived through 2 weeks of being grounded. I missed alot but oh well. I haven't seen Jay in like, a week and its horrible. He's watching movies with me tonight whether he likes it or not. Shit, i have been thinking about him sooo much lately. Maybe its like a drug addict on withdrawl. thats weird, and probably alot different. then again jay ( Read more... )

haha! im gounded. see, i should be upset but, i think its amusing because i dont care. it was fun, so NO REGRETS! never regret anything! cant wait for 2 weeks to be done! gah! then back to the party, and its gonna be great. unfortunately i will be grounded for 4-20 and i wanted to start smoking again that day but i will because i have a garage in ( Read more... )

Live in: Norhtfield ( Read more... )

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........blah!haha, im happy today. pROBABLY acuz i drank a mountain dew and 2 flippin energy drinks this morning. haha, good times. LAst night i hung out with Jay. Oh gawd that was relieving! i was so worried that things were going to be awkward and well, not good between us but i was wrong! We talked and it wasnt ( Read more... )

NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DO! NO ON-LINE APPLICATIONS! DAMN THEM!

grr. sometimes it sucks when you get everything you want. im just too dang busy and stressed out for this! haha that made me laugh. im in an extremly good mood right now (probably because i have everything) yet im just so...busy. i dont have time for a boyfriend right now! what am i getting myself into. its like...marijuana. you know you shouldnt, ( Read more... )

so here i am at kayleys. its kinda borimg and i think everyone is sleeping but me and katelyn. perhaps we will travel to rileys. i have some unfinished business. but im afraid he will be sleeping so i wouldn t want to get slapped by a sleeping person. if thats possible. maybe i will write about it in my book. hmm. today was odd. i kinda forgot that ( Read more... )

so i have decided im going to start writing a book. its going to be about everything. it will have drama and simplicity all at once. i think its going to be the best book ever written. im going to write about every single person and if your lucky (unlucky) you were have your own chapter. i kinda get excited thinking about it. it'll probably just ( Read more... )

Bah, fuck you all. I have become a highly motivated and happy person. where the fuck did that come from. Last i checked i was copying peoples homework if i even bothered to do it at all. who knew i would do it on my own. I guess you could say i am a lot happier than i have been. Im still "pulling." hah bitches you have no idea what im talking about ( Read more... )