Yea I need to quit smoking pot so much. I love it tons. My life has been based on it since I was thirteen. I just don't wanna give it up completely. XD

When all else fails..... wing it. I'll be the good lil stoner and ride it out

Heh... Bleh. Eric is getting.... just a tad more serious than I intended it all to be. I don't want to hurt him, but if it keeps up... I'll have to. There were times when I didn't mind being heartless. Hell I loved it. It's just I can't exactly hurt the guy for just wanting to be loved. :( I feel like a bad person.... I know I'm gonna break it off ( Read more... )

I've been reading a lot lately and the urge to write has been sitting on the tips of my fingers for a week now. All I want is more books.... my fave author has two new ones out and my jaw dropped as soon as I found out. I need them. I have all but a few of her books ( Read more... )

I donno when I'll be able to write in this thing.. I know no one reads it, but it gives me something to do..... somewhere to look when I need to get things out of my mind. My father doesn't want me using his computer anymore. So I can't visit my sites on a daily basis, but I'll try to do what I can. Myspace, vampire freaks, live journal..... and ( Read more... )

Cher rocks my socks! Such a goddess........

Heh..... Eric said "I love you" to me before we got off the phone. I mean he has said it a few times before that, but I didn't know he was being serious. Err..... I said it back... I'm not sure if I do love him. I know I'm not in love with him. I'm fond of him, but love it a very...... BIG word.

My relationship just got a snag and I don't think he even knows it. Yesterday he told me that HE plans on getting me to quit. Talkin about how he will take cigs outta my pack so I'm not smoking so much till I have none. HA! Does this man really think I would allow him to stop me from doing what I want to do? Then he really found the wrong girl to ( Read more... )

Things happen that change your life completely. Either it makes you strong or it makes you weak, but that's your choice. I tried giving up on life once. Mentally.... many times. I still have yet to perish. This life I've been given is something special. All our lives are something special. Life is too short for bullshit. Not everyone sees that or ( Read more... )

Eric's over here playing Grand Theft Auto:Liberty City Stories..... yea. ^_^ I went and foudn cheats for us. Tis a fun game. Errr.... Today the family is going out to my sisters for Haileys birthday party. Yay.........