Well life is still going on in this new year and I wouldn't have it any other way...... I got Hannah to play halo and to my suprise she liked it so that was a good accomplishment I had in 2005 but it was only second to getting the best girl in the world back....

LOVE YOU HANNAH

i am finally done with finals and im coming home oooooooooooooooooooo yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......but first i must see my baby.....

i wont to leave and go away....i wont to leave and go far away.....i wont to escape all the pain and torment that has trapped me down.....i wont to be free to live openly and never go back to the way i was before....i wont to leave and go away

Fist good then bad and now worse......what a day....lets just hope it ends better but I wouldnt bet on it.....

Missing someone everyday and everyday it gets worse and worse

This week fucking sucks

FEEL LIKE SHIT

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't
speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be
anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph
on your livejournal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about
you.

"And I said to the one who stood at the gate of the year, 'Give me a light that I may tread safely into the Unknown.' And he replied, 'Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. That shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way.'"

Loosing myself in a everlasting void of darkness and despair...