and p.s.....

EVERYTHING YOU DO BOTHERS THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

so you would think with all this cleansing of bad people in my life i'd feel better. well i don't. in fact, i feel worse. and thats the sad thing. i don't know why i feel the way i do or say the things i say but i do them and say them. 9.9999 out of 10 times without thinking. but i thought long and hard about the whole kayla thing and the best ( Read more... )

i fucken loooooooooooooooove how NO ONE was your friend freshman year... NO ONE.. and even though all of my friends made FUN of you, i was STILL YOUR FRIEND... sophomore year the same deal.. even now when i look back on it i think you were just being my friend cuz you wanted to fuck my boyfriend. which you probably did, but i can overlook that. ( Read more... )

some people need to be shot. that's all that can be said about that ( Read more... )

so the fata show was postponed.. goodness.. cuz now i can go :-) i always get my way..

theres nothing really to report.. nothing good's going on, nothing bad's going on. it's just the same. i'm online and so is kayla. but do either one of us say a word? no. why would we?

whatev.

i want to go back to sleep.

so yesterdays mood is over... or the day before yesterdays mood whatever it was...point is i'm not angry anymore... which is good. uhm. yea.

why do i keep putting myself in this mess?

what the FUCK?!?!

it's raining. and i'm angry. i'm never angry when it's raining.

what the FUCK?!!?!? (and no, no one is sucking my dick, this is a bad what the fuck)

::bangs head on keyboard::

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i need to be

and yo maddy...... sry about the crimson wave and paul being a dick and all..

when i wake up or the shit wears off tomorrow i'll write about how awesome it was to see PUNKA.... :-) yeaaaabeyond awesome...

i am beyond the epitome of fucked up right now. and the majority of the props goes to my baby for hooking up underage bitches with beer. and some to me and maddy cuz we're just that cool. drink that bacardi ( Read more... )

best boyfriend and father in the world. got an interview at applebees in about 10 hours or so....... chillen with maddy for homecoming shit before hand.. excited much?! yea i am! then to a partay with maddy and monqiue and such.......and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yea. gotta figure out if i want to live with my grandparents or go back to ( Read more... )