The lights are on and I wish I was you were home.
My lips are screaming pretty nothings.
My ears are bleeding for want of words,
Fuck words. I need actions.

Hope has left me fucking shattered.
Someone's standing on my chest.
Alone would be a pleasant change from here.
How do you gauge loneliness?
Have you ever felt so alone?

It feels like the light ( Read more... )

i think its amazing how huge boogers are when you have a nose ring. seriously. it's insane ( Read more... )

so mindy is on the phone with my gramma right now and my grammas feeding her a bunch of bullshit about the baby and shit thats going on. and it seems like mindys getting upset ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU BOTH!!!

so i should be sleeping being as i have court at 9 in the morning and its 330. but its winter now so ive become a bipolar insomniac again. i have to go to family court tomorrow and see what the judge thinks of my criminal case being dropped. hopefully the judge thinks that i can have mimi back due to the fact that now that those charges are dropped ( Read more... )

everyone's coming home for thanksgiving from college. and no one called me to see what im doing how im doing or anything, they all just went out without me, and like always, i have to fucking find out from a goddamn away message. i know i havent kept up with these people in a while, but at the same time, i try to when i can, and i have a lot of ( Read more... )

so i wake up this morning and want to die. everything is sore, when i walk, my back hurts so bad i want to cry, and my head is just fucking killing me. i thought i was just so depressed that everything hurt. then i talked to laura and she said it sounded like the flu. so i went online and looked up flu symptoms, and yup. i 100% have the flu. great ( Read more... )

sooooo i'm working like non-stop. feels good but at the same time, i can't stand it. i wish they would've just made me a cashier like i asked them too. but now they see that i'm good at doing what i'm doing now, better than a lot of people they've had work there, so i'm never going to get to do that. bills are still raping me. uhmmm ( Read more... )

that's right, laugh it up. that's all a chicken shit like you can do anyway, right??

i dare you