so i'm waiting to leave for work. yes i have a job. two jobs actually. and the one i just started already gave me benefits for me and izabelle. i've been working massive amounts of hours, and working my ass off hard during them. so not only will i get paid, i'll be getting skinny in the process. gotta leave. peace

I FUCKING PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i'm up stressing. listening rather than watching the rocky horror picture show. and guess what he's doing? snoring away without a care in the fucking world. this is all HIS goddamn fault and I'M the one staying up and worrying about everything. i love it. i was tired last night. i didn't want to have sex. and what happened? i let him have his ( Read more... )

i'm glad you can sleep.

so i have my cell phone and car insurance paid... now i need $250 in a week cuz i got into a mother fucking car accident yesterday and have to pay for the guys bumper to get painted cuz he didnt want the cops involved. and then i need $330 to pay for the cord blood by november 8 ( Read more... )

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i hate money so much. i have the majority of my bills and everything together, ronnie started working today... but i need to pay 330$ to the cordblood people before november 8 otherwise, i dont get to have it... so if anyone has any ideas on how to get that, lemme know... i have a million job interviews already so the asshole that says "get a job ( Read more... )

who wants to give me money? i have $800 in bills this month and 60 in my bank account and a boss who seems to want to do nothing but fire me. and i'm on my own in paying these bills.

i just want to throw up, then wake up.

cuz this really isn;t happening.

its all a sick twisted dream.

none of it's real.