remember when greenday sang about getting stoned and didn'twear all black? what the fuck happened to the band that didnt give a shit and sung about smelling like shit. im so pissed saw the new video and that isnt the band i grew up on with dookie. basket case is a song, american idiot is a fucken peice of shit with guitar chords.

so confused. my life just seems to be hanging on by a very thin thread in all areas. I can't rely on anything anymore, so im stuck guessing about every decision i make. My best friend right now is a girl i see once a month, in secret. I guess there are positive things going on in my life. free bud tommorw. and maybe seeing a friend or 2 ( Read more... )

i wrote 3 songs. they're really shitty. but whatever they're 3 songs.

met this chick from phoenix this weekend. got dunk and we had the best sex ever.

Robyn is the biggest monkey alive, and anyone who doesnt think that their retarted

im gonna stop being sad, no matter how hard i have to try. and no one will ever hear me sad again. no matter what.

it wasn't just you in the bath tub, it was everyone i loved, all of you, slit your wrists, you were just trying to avoid getting old, or hurt, or depressed. all of you left me. left me to clean up after your mess. i had to bleach the blood stains out of the tub. i had to call the morgue to collect the body. i had to explain to everyone why you ( Read more... )

it's just one of those days..................save me

really confused right now. i feel dead. i feel removed from the world. i dont feel like, i understand anything. like im in a foreign country. my whole life feels like, im not participating, but watching someone else. i don't know what to do about it either. i really thought things were getting better. bleh. talk to me if you've ever felt, ( Read more... )

Take a stab at my middle name ( Read more... )