I just thought Id document how much I loved last night. My surprise party was awesome. It was all perfect. Hard Rock was so much fun.

I had a blast with my boyfriend. Like a great time.

I love those Jori and my mom for planning such an awesome event. LOVE IT.

mwa mwa mwa!

Im happy.

Ive said it before and Ill say it again ( Read more... )

Senior year...
I cant believe it,
its here,
and I cant wait....

FOR IT TO BE OVER. lol

Its Summer vacation,
and most of all I love being alone and doing nothing.

Sometimes it really feels like all I have is my family and Jason.

I got a taste of the one thing I cant handle last night,
I couldnt sleep, eat, or breathe,
I cant do it again,
Hope Im wrong about it coming.

Ive never felt so betrayed, whatever.

Its summer.

Dear Summer 2009,

What do you have for me? Hopefully a bunch of great things. Keep my love strong and friendships alive.

Xoxo,

Stephanie

I HATE YOU. I KNOW EVERYTHING YOURE SAYING. DONT TRY TO RUIN MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. YOU WILL NOT. I WONT LET YOU. IM SORRY THAT AS AN ADULT YOU FIND ME AS A THREAT. PATHETIC, BUT I CAN SEE WHY YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE ME. I STEAL YOUR SPOTLIGHT. SPOTLIGHT THAT YOU DONT DESERVE. YOU MAY HAVE GOTTEN TO ME TODAY BUT YOURE IN FOR A RUDE AWAKENING. THIS ISNT ( Read more... )

Id only admit on here how disappointed I am that I didnt get a Bobcat Acheivement Award or whatever its called from ANY of my teachers or admins. Wasnt invited to the ceremony and pretty much feel like everything Ive done is so unappreciated.