WEIRDEST WEEK EVER SNOWBALLED INTO TODAY CAN'T EVEN BEGIN EVERYTHING TOO SURREAL

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I've been living in Kalamazoo for a few weeks now, and it's been here and there. So far I have absolutely no social life and am bored out of my mind and wretched with brief spells of depression and consuming loneliness, which I am no stranger to. On the upside, I have air conditioning ( Read more... )

Things aren't too bad. I'm moving in a week, which is stressful but in the way that it will just be over and then I'll have something else to be stressed about, which is okay cause that's life I guess. I just spent 40 minutes limp in front of a fan singing along to "blue valentine," which is really a lot more pleasant than it sounds. Wouldn't mind ( Read more... )

Feeling a little better today. Caught some vitamin d at the beach just nappin in the sun. Took a very thorough shower, even the water was starting to run chilly, groomed myself to feel clean and clean-cut. Which I do. Had a really nice night with jared . We drank for like 10 hours at the beach so I'm not feeling tip top physically, but my spirits ( Read more... )

I just can't decide if I want to die alone now or die alone in 60 years after living alone for 60 years. I have no friends. I have people that tell me they love me but they are not my friends because none of them give a shit whether I live or die. I think that's like foundational architecture of friendship. Like when you tell your friend you want ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm the only person that would get dumped by someone that's not even my boyfriend. My reaction is one part sad, two parts eye roll, and three parts lol. Still fwendz

I got into college!!! And I got an apartment!!! And I'm outtie 5000 august 2013

Yay

I have so many paper crafts I want to do, but I'm broke

Life!

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Guh today was so much better than yesterday. I slept until noon or so, drove around all the beaches, listened yo music, wrote my essay, watched a movie then took a bath. Just a nice "me" day, applebees-/bullshit-free. Still feeling feverish but my spirits are up so indeed an improvement on the hot mess that I was yesterday. I think I'm just fucking ( Read more... )

Today was the mother fucking worst. I woke up at 6 after less than 4 hours of sleep, went to work, kept having to hide in the bathroom to cry cause I'm so tired and depressed, got sent home for being sick (did i mention I have a virus), went straight to Walgreens for a pregnancy test, cashier was this smug little bitch who didn't tip me one time ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm always stupid enough to expect people to like me for who I am and not what they can get from me.

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