im completely losing my mind!

today i came to a traffic light when it turned green i sat there and started to go when it turned red again i was seconds away from an accident, i have no clue to why i zoned out like that but it was a bit scary!

i saw rory today and realized that i just might not exactly want to be in a relationship with him =O GASP!

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im sooo ready to leave...not that anything bad has happened, im just ready to go off to school. ive spent the last 18 years at home being told what to do and when to do it and im so ready to live by my own rules...it will be great and i can not wait. im suppose to start in august but now im seriously considering starting at auburn this summer... ( Read more... )

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i really dont know what to think about anything anymore. im beginning to really understand the gravity of my situation...moving away from my family and friends to go off to school...it will be sooo hard and this relationship with rory isnt working for me, and cory's back in the picture and there's another guy (an erwin student) whom i will name BOB ( Read more... )

I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE WAY I FELT THE LAST TIME I POSTED...SIGHS...WHAT CAN I SAY BESIDES "THE ROLLER COASTER CONTINUES..."

IM GOING TO CIRQUE DE SOLEIL: DELIRIUM!!! IM SOOO HAPPY AND IM GOING TO SEE MICHAEL WARREN TOO, SOON AT WORKPLAY I CANT WAIT, IM GOING TO SEE PETER PAN IN APRIL (PERFORMED BY THE ALABAMA BALLET) , IM SO EXCITED ABOUT ThIS YEAR ITS GOING PRETTY WELL SO FAR...THERE'S THIS REALLY CREEPY GUY THAT SEEMS TO BE STALKING ME IN THE LAB AT MY SCHOOL SO IF I ( Read more... )

i feel as if im on a roller coaster, one day im up the next im down...i think i may have a slight depression problem afterall it is one of my side affects from my treatment ( Read more... )

im sooo tired! ive been in school ALL day i went from erwin to jeff state spent about 4 hours in the tutoring lab ate lunch of course and i still have to go to class at 8 until 9:15 im afraid if i go home to wait for class to start im going to stay there and miss class which i can not afford to do....i m t i r e d ( Read more... )

I did some thinking today and I was thinking about the weirdest things like what is beyond, what's beyond.... I hate to think about theses things b/c i know there's no earthly answer....im in a very thoughtful mood today.

my vision is finally back to normal i think it had been screwed up for two weeks give or take a day, and it's the weirdest thing ( Read more... )

im quite proud of myself! tonight in astronomy i actually sat there for 45min listening and taking notes...yea for me! but the guy's still out of his f'n mind he wont give us a study outline or even give us pages to look at...he's a jerk! we asked him if we should be familiar with the bold terms and his answer: "not in particular" what the hell is ( Read more... )