SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME, OR GIVE ME DRUGS. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

Well, today we went back to school and my classes are messed up. I got Marine Biology, Comp Programming 2 honors, Chef's class, and American History. School went as it usually does, boring. When I got home Tyler and Nick came over and I gave them their first lesson on guitar. Ive got some idea on what I wanna do with my life, like Being a producer ( Read more... )

Just played my guitar, tryed to teach a friend, helped a friend do some stuff, I dont feel like typing much

I bought a new cd, and a new Metallica T shirt. The Mall can get boring after 4 hours of wondering around with no purpose. I need help wit my mind because its gonna drive me insane one day. Its like a nice feeling will only last so long, and my feelings just keep jumping around from one to another its really weird. Am i a scitzo? I hope not, I ( Read more... )

Im just sitting here watching south park. I feel okay but not great, Its 2005 now and it seems the same. Maybe some SWEET STUFF will happen this year, I know what im talking out. That would make my new year AWESOM, yea I hope so. I got something to say Hugs... Not Drugs, drugs are horrible, dont do em or you'll fuck yourself up, MENTALLY AND ( Read more... )

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to die? Well, Im wondering this right now and I want to be shot through the mouth. It wouldn't be so bad because I wouldn't feel anything and I could expierience what its like after life, Heaven or Hell. NO!! I don't know if when it comes down to me being killed, I wouldn't know if I really wanted it or ( Read more... )

I feel shitty right now, but earlier was ok not great though. Jessica, Ashlynn, and Travis came by and we watched some movies. I feel like im gonna be sick!

Im just sitting at home playin on my guitar all day, learning some cool stuff. I wanna buy an acoustic and start playing like that. My new guitar I got for christmas totally kicks ass, a nice ass fender strat. This acoustic stuff aint easy, but im getting used to it already and its so fun to play. BTW thanks for messin around with my journal ( Read more... )

Oh! Oh! There ya go Matthew..it's nothing special..it wouldn't lemme get any pix! grrr..gay computer! I love you!  xO-Jessica!

Earlier today sucked, but I did accomplish something. I recorded some pretty cool guitar riffs and stuff, then I went to sleep cuz there was nothing to do. Got back on felt a lot better, still talkin to my special friend. A lot of nice things have been said to me lately and its cool, i really like it. This past month has been pretty good ( Read more... )