i thought it was going ok. but no ( Read more... )

ive been having a hard time sleeping. even when i do get to sleep the smallest thing will wake me up. is my body telling me something? should i be doing something more important ( Read more... )

Man. I don't know him, but he knows my mind, due to the fact that he hasn't left it since I first saw him. I don't know anything about him. I wish I did. Ihen maybe this dwelling feeling would go away. I have never had this much trouble over someone I don't even know ( Read more... )

the past couple of weeks have been pretty damn good. i like work a lot. i like it much better than sitting at home. i have become closer to some people and met some people. it sucks that i have like 3 days left. boo...(you whore ( Read more... )

ok so wow. its been a while. nothing much has happened. i got through the IRJ ok. i guess we will see what happens ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if all of this is leading up to something extravagant? and if the extravagancy will be a good or bad happening ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been much better. the last two weekends have been so good for me. just everything. ill talk about last weekend ( Read more... )

could things get any worst? i certainly hope not b/c i dont know how i will survive if i am barely surviving this. i wish i could have someones elses life or maybe no life at all.

i dont know how to feel.

or what to do.

i am really scared.

today during ecology we were talking and i was saying how i wanted a boyrfriend and everybody else was like no you dont. they are just trouble ( Read more... )

lets see. its benn like 2 weeks or so. nothing really great going on. boring life as always. school and....nevermind, no work. haha. i miss it. truely. yea. but one thing about school: during the senior metting we talked about vaps and gowns. STRESSFUL. a lot of people want to wear light blue and royal blue. GROSS! im sorry but i think black is ( Read more... )