i feel like writing, but i have nothing to write. no words to write, no thoughts to write.

just nothing come to my mind right now. sept one thing. and im not even gonna say it.

bcause its obvious.

i cant even type, i'm not even going to fix that typo i just did.

these are my words.

so my life is changing alot as of tonight. its fucking 4:19 in the morning right now acually, and ive been drinking with my uncle over his house since like 11. today was rought, really. really.. tough. mad shit went down right before i was supposed to go to matts for his birthday get together. alls i know is im disgusted with myself and that ( Read more... )

my grandfather passes away yesterday.

he raised me. he was like a father to me.

i don't even feel like leaving my room.

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so i just finished my paperwork for my old job, yea well its not really my old job becuse i still workhere for 2+ hours after i get out of the machine shop. i smell like oil and stuff. its gross... but yea, this is fuckin tiring. i can't even take it. well i lied, i can. and i will. becuase this job kicks serious donkey tail. i get to build things ( Read more... )

haha yea im at work learnin how to make smoothies and shit on a computer, yea on a computer go figure ( Read more... )

man. im at work. man i talked to xtine last night. dani told her a bunch of crap about how i said i wouldnt ever go out with xtine and all this bullshit. man i hate when people do shit liek this. i wouldnt have asked her to be with me unless i felt 100% that i wanted to be with her. and obviously i do. i mean shes gorgeous and SUCH a sweetheart. ( Read more... )

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