i don't even know if anyone reads this anymore... and it doesnt really matter to me. everything is a blur. all i have to say is... im scared.

i got put on tons of medication to help with my drug addiction a week ago ( Read more... )

you hitting me opened my eyes, and i thank you. i love looking at my copies of that restraining order. everytime i regret putting you in jail, i look at the bruise and the paper and i am no longer scared to live.
this is for you:

i have to block out thoughts of you ( Read more... )

And after the storm has destroyed everything.. we fix what must be fixed and throw out what is trash.

( Dear Megan and Sarah, )

I made a new journal.

This is a FRIENDS ONLY journal. The only exception to this rule is when entries are posted about recent shows I have attended (they won't stay public forever, but will be for a short while).. so, unless you're interesting, and I don't dislike you... byebye ( Read more... )