I had a really really good day today

up until Lily ate some of my meds

shes okay now

but i think im like traumatized for life

haha it was a stupid title for this post but w/e ( Read more... )

    I'm almost twenty years old damnit. I'm not even excited. I mean, yeah one more year left and I can buy all the booze I want. But I'm sad that I'm leaving the teenage years, and totally distancing myself from my childhood. I've realized that throughout the years I've been learning stuff that has made my mind less innocent and naive as I used to ( Read more... )

So MTV called me today ( Read more... )

wow it's been so long ( Read more... )

let me know if you want to join me to the city on march 15.

Although it's a little too late, It's still hard to forget...

it's probably only been a month, but I've realized something during this "detoxification" process. I don't know how it's so easy for some people.
I've realized that the people who have used me/abused me mentally and physically have a number of insecurities about themselves. These ( Read more... )

I wish I was never depressed.
I wish I had a life.
I wish I never went to Hartwick.
I wish that people would stop taking advantage of me.
I wish I never met Alex and Carmen.

when the fuck am I going to be happy again.

my parents always have to fuck with me

first it was "I want a dog" NOOOOo

now that they're deciding to get one I say why not a German Shepherd (because it is totally perfect for my family)

NOOO ITS TOO BIG

Hi parents if you remember we live in a VERY big house?

fuckheads

It's so hard to forget about you

I wish you were feeling the same thing