OK babysitting went...very stressful. UGHS. 5 kids for 3 days... from the ages of......6,7,10,11,13.....OMG! it was a handful. but thankfully i made it through. My friend came and stayed so it helped ALOT. but i was still stressed out. kids argue over the dumbest stuff..like a stick or a piece of string. oh yes im serious. but its over and done. ( Read more... )

i don't really have much to say. i hurt my back today and had to go to work and make it hurt even more. but yeah thats like it. today was kinda boring really. i will tell you my day lol ( Read more... )

wow- i really need to update this sucker. i've just been busy and stuff and really haven't had time. i don't really have time right now but oh well. Anyway alots happen really. Alotta upsetting things. I went to my brothers over the weekend to visit my college. That was ok. But spending time with my brother is a pain because how he treats people ( Read more... )

so today isn't too bad i guess. i've been in a rush all day now i get to chill out. i shouldn't even be on the computer cuz i still should be somewhere...but gosh i need to slow down and take a break. im so sick of rushing...i had to work and i was running late.. (over slept) haven't done that in a long time. well i did get there on time. i worked ( Read more... )

Ok- so i am in one of my odd moods..but thats ok, its better than being sad. i cleaned my car out today~ it looks soooo pretty! ;) im excited! lol church is tonight! thank goodness ( Read more... )

it started off early. i went to church this morning. stayed with krys last night. i was so sleepy this morning i don't really know why. but i dread sundays anymore becuz i always have to close at work. and it wouldn't be so bad but the people i work with ( Read more... )

i'm about ready to give up on this thing. no one reads these anyway. i ramble on just to talk to myself. it helps me i guess... to get it all out. tonight i am soooo down... i mean i went out with friends tonight but i hid it all. everything- i just put that smile on my face like all is ok. i need to stop doing that i makes it hurt even worse. i ( Read more... )

wow what along day today has been. i had to close tonight at work. we got outta there quite early so thats a good thing. but being there 10hrs sux! anyway church went well this morning. i wasn't tooooo sleepy went to bed earlier then usual. this apartment thing is bugging the crap outta me. i mean i've been praying......God give me a sign on what ( Read more... )

well yeah- my life is going so gosh darn...i donno anymore. work was sooo slow tonight i thought i was never gonna get to leave. i only had to work 4 stinking hours... a waste of my time to go in there. my friend krys is staying with me tonight. like always...im either at her house or shes at mine. its good to have someone around so your not ( Read more... )

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