let me go through my whole day... what a day ( Read more... )

today hurt alot.. not because it was v-day. i could careless but because of things that happened. i can't get over what cindy said to me. it just keeps running through my head. another person who promised me i would NEVER lose them. yeah right. krys and i couldn't even hang out today. we talked for 2hrs on the phone tho. but thats not the same. ( Read more... )

wow, i'm beat. TOnight at work was so busy. i worked from 4pm- 2:30am...it was along and busy night. I want to go to bed but i had to get on here to print something out for tomorrow. I have to be back at work in the MORNING! ERRRRRRRR!! that place drives me nutz. we had our Safty Odit today when i got there...so i had to act extra good on doing ( Read more... )

wow- long time NO write- but man do i miss writting in this thing even tho not tooo many people read it. it helps me get thoughts out i guess. so alot has happened. life is getting worse. i thought it was getting so much better. my therapist even thought i was getting better...haha what a joke. things happened to trigger my depression and man am i ( Read more... )

wow!!!!!!! its been along time! hmmmmm stuff has happened let me tell you. my step gma passed away. im doing ok with it. it just really triggered alot of stuff when my gma phelps passed away. i was really close with her. thats why it was so hard. i miss her so much. and so with gma smith passing away really messed up my mind. i mean i wasn't that ( Read more... )

my bday was thursday! it was ok. i didn't do anything too exciting. i went to grove city to see my cuzin. she always wants me and my other cuzin kara to come up for our bdays its like her present to us. we hang out watch movies and just have fun. it was good. we do it every year but that may be the last one i get to do cuz of college ( Read more... )

wow im up like extra early. i didn't go to bed till like 4am tho. i got up at 9:54. i just don't get it. when i can sleep in i won't, when i can't i seem to and run late for things. my body is messed up. lol ( Read more... )

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life is going ok i guess... um nothing to exciting to talk about.
so there its updated lol

gosh--im dreading work tonight. i hate closing. i mean i really don't mind working its just the people i have to work with. i'll probley end up steaming online by myself. thats how it usually works. loretta on head set.. and justin messin a round. roxie probley will help me i hope. i have alot on my mind today. i feel like crying for reasons i ( Read more... )