so yea ( Read more... )

2008...

started pretty cool,
i still have hope that its going to be great.

i burned my finger, it hurt, for reals
it hurt a lot :/

ahhh until tomorrow when i feel like writing an entry, right now my finger hurts too much, and so does the cut on my foot and im too drunk for it :) oeace out

So.... im feeling rather angry and bitter... i dunno why. i know i said i would try to not get depressed. but this isnt just a sad depressed. this is an angry at the world depressed. i wish i could just be at the beach lying in on the sand and listening to music or just the ocean. i want to do some sort of meditating activity. i think that would ( Read more... )

ok so i was thinking in the car, hey i know why i have been all missing felipe again! because when i came back from thanksgiving i saw something that i wish i had. its like this biological clock sort of thing i believe. i see people sharing their life with someone, sharing their money, their worries, going to their mate's family's house to hang out ( Read more... )

yea right now i feel so stupid for being stupid haha... im in the i dont give a shit mood... umm... do you think... do you really think, that i have something wrong with me? i think i do... i obsess over things sometimes. for reals... sometimes a tad bit too much. when i do that, i feel pathetic. man im so hungry and now my head is starting to hurt ( Read more... )

somedays... i feel so good about life. i feel so happy and i feel like ive made so much progress in the direction i want to take my life in, but sometimes i have those moments of depression where all i want to do is cry... i think being cooped up in my house without having any contact with the world gets me the most depressed. i hate having these ( Read more... )

im not feeling really happy with myself right now ( Read more... )

its so pretty outside, its snowing and it looks soo nice... but i have cramps and i was suppose to work at 12 but i didnt get ready early enough and i figured rather than going late i would rather not go at all... give me time to do some hwk here, cuz i was too lazy to take my laptop. i think after class today i will walk around in the snow for a ( Read more... )

my computer is being quite lame... its being pretty damn slow and i kinda want to slap it... but i cant do that... because it holds a lot of booty for me :) my brother was like hey keity you know what a whore pirate likes? BOOTY! that guy cracks me up. i love my brother and he has made thanksgiving pretty damn awesome. Its crazy because i thought ( Read more... )

i have allergies now. thanks new york... you awoke the beast... i hate allergies. im going to have to buy allergy medicine. its ridiculous, my nose is so sensitive... the dust and stuff at my house is irritating my nose. Not as much as when im over there at Vassar, but still ( Read more... )