So im at work and this really cute guy came by... mmm hmmm yes indeed he is  handsome... i dont even know how... he is handsome in a dorky kind of way :) id tap that lol but he is too activist for me lol besides even though i know people that know him, i dont want to know him... he is nice to look at though ( Read more... )

so i think my mom is sick... like hospital visits sick... this is like the 3rd time they have to take her to the hospital... im really worried. now i really want to go home for thanksgiving to see how she is doing... i hope that financial aid will give me money to go home...

i was going to write but now im not in the mood...

:(

i want to go home and take a break from Vassar... this whole my identity is defined by my color is getting annoying... i tired of talking of diversity ( Read more... )

Ahh ( Read more... )

im soooo behind now... its ridiculous... im soo tired... i feel like i dont even have time to sleep shower and eat anymore... thats ridiculous... im so tired of school right now... im getting in the mood that i was last year where all i wanted to do was sleep and i didnt want to go to class or do anything ( Read more... )

i hate these moments that i have so much to do and i dont have the motivation to do it... i cant go to sleep tonight and i have to stay awake... all night ( Read more... )

right now its one of those moments... aghhh
 i miss the olden days sometimes... i hate boys... i hate thinking about them when im drunk....

i hate worrying about stupid shit...

oh well.... i think the best thing i can do is go to sleep right now...fuck everything else

i hate school ( Read more... )

i realized that last semester i didnt go to class not only because it was morning classes and i didnt want to go....

right now i just dont want to go to class... i have my hwk done for it and its a once a week class but i just dont want to go... gahh.... im soo sore my neck hurts when i move it.....

aghhhh... im trying to watch the office online, but everytime i make it full screen it freezes and i can only hear audio ( Read more... )